夜空に描かれた
星を繋ぐ物語
その胸焦がれる幻想
忘れてしまうだろう
肩につもる悲しみは
流れる星の手に抱かれて


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それで私は私が最終的に更新し始めることを考えます!!

Today i went to my Grandfathers place.. why~~??
Cause he does not have much time left.
When i got there.
When i saw him i was soo shock~~
He was soo skinny and looks soo out of energy.
He have not been eating or drinking for a week now.
so we are expecting him to have only 2 weeks at most.
The good thing is that he is not in pain, He just feels very tired..
I really felt like crying than when he held my hand and tried to speak some words to me.
But i held it all back cause no one wants to see someone else crying because of them..
i gave it all my best to give my grandfather a smile with all my love..
I loved him alot even thou i did see him much.
Only during Chinese new year..
but when i was small he was the best grandfather to me..
I would miss you alot when you go.
I would pray for you.
I only hope that when my time comes i could see my whole family happily in heaven.
Even JoyJoy LOL!!

My AhGong.[90. 1919]
I should have taken more pictures with you as memorizes.
Love you always..

Labels: AhGong Grandfather.

hey!!
Mel said my blog is dying which is kinda sad hahhaa!!
anyway i was wondering " who reads my blog?" i mean not much people know i have a blog well i guess why would they care.
anyway life has been boring!!!
i been stuck at home playing com and stuff!!
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE I NEED TO GO OUT!!
MUMMY LET ME OUT!!
Since i have been at home i have been hungry all the time its really weird!!
SO i am eating doriyaki all all OMG ITS REALLY GOOD!!!
EAT EAT EAT!! GROWING FATTER!!!!!!!

Saturday would be another fun day!! going out to celebrate Nizams birthday!!
Cant wait!! going to watch a movie i guess!! that would be fun!!
Signing off..

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANT FIND MY CAMERA!!!!!!!!

-ManEating

Today i had a morning call from melissa at 7.30am.
Had to go school and planned to go meet her after and she spent the whole night with yipeng and yenqi soo she waited for me to wake up.
went to yenqi house played mahjong.
than went home at 3. could not stand yenqi's dieing-ness.
Sleep well girl.

Now its 2.20am. Yes still awake.
If you know me well enough, you should know i dont cry so easily.
But now i have been crying since 11pm.
I don't know what the reason is but i keep having this dryness in my chest.
When every it hurts i will start crying again.
I am not being emo or stupid or whatever.
I dont even know what is the reason.
I am reading manga now Kyou, Koi wo Hajimemasu.
Its a nice story about love, romance and school life.
Maybe thats why i keep crying cause that is what i have been desiring my whole life.
I am not being despite or anything.
You just dont understand what its like not to have someone by your side even once.
I dont care if it will end. At less i can feel what love really is.i dont care even at the end of the day i am the one getting hurt.At less i have experienced love, i have lived with a chance to be by a guy's side.

Get that thing out of my chest.
It hurts.
Please.

My computer is back in my room!!!


woke up at 7.10am today was suppose to go to school but ms lee was not coming to school today.
I guess i am kinda giving up hope on art.
I dont really have the feeling of sitting down and think about it.
I just want to think about my maths, phy/chem and english right now.
went to Mel's house at 8.20am woke her up waited for her to wash up and all.
Met Nizam downstairs went to Yuhua McDonalds to eat breakfast.
Than after that went to the park behind to smoke.[thanks mel for giving me on stick]
Meet Yipeng at PNDK.[thanks for that one stick]
Slack for awhile than made our way to westmall.
before we left Nizam wanted to eat ice-cream so we made out way to Mcdonalds.
well we were wait Yipeng suddenly asked Mel to say "Marry".
At First i thought he was saying about "Strawberry"
So i started sing "Marry had a little lamb Little lamb"
Later than i found out it was the name of the old lady who was working at mac.
I WAS LIKE OMG!!
than freaked out scold here mel got angry at yipeng he also got angry everyone was angry and laughing!




私はずっとそれを避けている。
真実は私が信じるものである。
それはそれについて考えないために私をしばらく取った。
それを覚えないため。
何もちょうど約忘れることができる人々起こらない。
うわさ。 うわさ。 うわさ!


Went to school today at 8.30am.
Did not stay for very long because Mrs Lee did not come today sooo hehehe dont want to waste time there.
than went to eat came home at 10+.
I could have slept till 2pm and wake up for my tuition but i thought than i would be still in sleep mood soo i decided to watch a movie.
my cousin borrowed me some DVDS and i watch "UNBORN".
WAS FREAKING OUT!!.
LOL i told melissa about it and she was like
"you freak out like all the time"
than i was like
" YEAH!! I freak out everyday!!"
LOL than i realized i was weird hahahahaha...


I was like WHATTT~ than i was like HUH~~

~~~~~

I want someone so special i could almost sense his presence.
Time is ticking, time is wasted on you.
Don't look back, the snow will just cover it all.
Close your eyes, flash back from the past co clear almost touchable.
Don't forget.

~~~~~

what will you do with this pile of painful thoughts.
The weight of it will move neither forward nor backward.
Even if you desperately call out to him, he will never look back at you.

Went out at 0900 on Friday night to go to my Grandma house to stay.
I had to go myself as my sister took the car out for her birthday celebration with her friends!
So pack pack pack!! than with my white teddy bag pack i left the house!!
I told my parents i would be taking the bus there which would buy me some time!!
Than i walked fast to take a cab to Pndk.
In the cab i kept thinking what if i told the guys that i ran away from home as i did not tell them i was going to my grandma house myself or anything.
So when i reached Bulat and Yipeng were both at the playground boxing with BOXING GLOVES [which were sooo sweaty omg cant stand it!!]
I stood there and they walked towards me and started HITTING MEE!! OMGG OUCH!!
Than i wanted to walk to Pndk but than they said no one is there so i guessed they were all at the play ground.
i went to Nizam [WHO WAS IN MY HOLE.!] and said hi but he did not reacted very big to i made my way to MEL and said hi she looked up and was like oh hi, But was shocked and was like "what are you doing here!!??".
than i said i ran away from home everyone was like EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and Bulat hit my head AGAIN!! Than Yipeng was like WHAT!!?? Mel just kept asking REALLY!??
Than i ended the fun!!
HAHAHA YOU GOT FOOLED!!! the look on your faces were priceless!!
Anyway i dont have the guts to fun away from home anyway!!

Got my phone back last night yeah!!!
Mel i put ur name as Meow. ^..^ for your contact hahaha.!!



miss you guys! Sundays feel so lonely with out you guys...
we will be killing ants soon again.
dont forget me.. love you.~~

Yipeng, Melissa really sorry again!!



Yipeng i have paid you back with 3 sticks soo you have no right to be angry anymore!! LOL
And Aaron why would you be angry LOL!!?? YOU ARE NOT GETTING ANY CIGG OUT OF ME!! GRRR
Anyway i dont get it why must you guys act like a bunch of countryside boys and kill all the red ants at PNDK?

Well it was nice to be back at Pndk again really miss you guys!!
Oh YEAH Nizam sorry forgot to tell you that i dirtied your pants just now. ACCIDENT!!
I kicked you cos Mel kept calling you and you annoyed her! SOOOO rude!!

Going to meet them for awhile soon BYe!!

Hello humans, I'm Annabel! :)
#Who Am i#
Talk-Tive
Retarded
Insecure
[News,2PM]-Jpop&Kpop = FANGIRL [LOL] (♥_♥)
Singing is my Life!
Animals are soooo CUTE!!
[PNDK] My second home with my LOVELY FRIENDS.!!
Love my friends the most in the world
Eat Eat Eat WOW CANT STOP!(*¬*)
Never had a boyfriend before not in rush too.
Never had my first KISS [PURE haha](^w^)
Smokes but wants to STOP!!

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

1# - NewS ニュース

My Favorite Jpop BoyBand
Have all there Albums/Single since there come back!
But Sadly not all There DVD!!(¬_¬)






2# - 2PM [Korean BoyBand] LOVE THEM!^(*-*)^

WOOYOUNG~~*(♥_♥)

3# - Super Junior
Donghae (♥_♥)






4# - Miura Shohei!
Soooo Cute!!

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