あんなべる.( )( O . O )( ) Hello~~*

Not Much Time Left.

2009-08-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today i went to my Grandfathers place.. why~~??
Cause he does not have much time left.
When i got there.
When i saw him i was soo shock~~
He was soo skinny and looks soo out of energy.
He have not been eating or drinking for a week now.
so we are expecting him to have only 2 weeks at most.
The good thing is that he is not in pain, He just feels very tired..
I really felt like crying than when he held my hand and tried to speak some words to me.
But i held it all back cause no one wants to see someone else crying because of them..
i gave it all my best to give my grandfather a smile with all my love..
I loved him alot even thou i did see him much.
Only during Chinese new year..
but when i was small he was the best grandfather to me..
I would miss you alot when you go.
I would pray for you.
I only hope that when my time comes i could see my whole family happily in heaven.
Even JoyJoy LOL!!

My AhGong.[90. 1919]
I should have taken more pictures with you as memorizes.
Love you always..

Doriyaki.~

2009-06-24T02:01:00.003+08:00

hey!!
Mel said my blog is dying which is kinda sad hahhaa!!
anyway i was wondering " who reads my blog?" i mean not much people know i have a blog well i guess why would they care.
anyway life has been boring!!!
i been stuck at home playing com and stuff!!
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE I NEED TO GO OUT!!
MUMMY LET ME OUT!!
Since i have been at home i have been hungry all the time its really weird!!
SO i am eating doriyaki all all OMG ITS REALLY GOOD!!!
EAT EAT EAT!! GROWING FATTER!!!!!!!

Saturday would be another fun day!! going out to celebrate Nizams birthday!!
Cant wait!! going to watch a movie i guess!! that would be fun!!
Signing off..

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANT FIND MY CAMERA!!!!!!!!

-ManEating

Dryness.

2009-06-12T02:17:00.004+08:00

Today i had a morning call from melissa at 7.30am.
Had to go school and planned to go meet her after and she spent the whole night with yipeng and yenqi soo she waited for me to wake up.
went to yenqi house played mahjong.
than went home at 3. could not stand yenqi's dieing-ness.
Sleep well girl.

Now its 2.20am. Yes still awake.
If you know me well enough, you should know i dont cry so easily.
But now i have been crying since 11pm.
I don't know what the reason is but i keep having this dryness in my chest.
When every it hurts i will start crying again.
I am not being emo or stupid or whatever.
I dont even know what is the reason.
I am reading manga now Kyou, Koi wo Hajimemasu.
Its a nice story about love, romance and school life.
Maybe thats why i keep crying cause that is what i have been desiring my whole life.
I am not being despite or anything.
You just dont understand what its like not to have someone by your side even once.
I dont care if it will end. At less i can feel what love really is.i dont care even at the end of the day i am the one getting hurt.At less i have experienced love, i have lived with a chance to be by a guy's side.

Get that thing out of my chest.
It hurts.
Please.

Driven out.

2009-06-10T01:50:00.002+08:00

My computer is back in my room!!!

woke up at 7.10am today was suppose to go to school but ms lee was not coming to school today.
I guess i am kinda giving up hope on art.
I dont really have the feeling of sitting down and think about it.
I just want to think about my maths, phy/chem and english right now.
went to Mel's house at 8.20am woke her up waited for her to wash up and all.
Met Nizam downstairs went to Yuhua McDonalds to eat breakfast.
Than after that went to the park behind to smoke.[thanks mel for giving me on stick]
Meet Yipeng at PNDK.[thanks for that one stick]
Slack for awhile than made our way to westmall.
before we left Nizam wanted to eat ice-cream so we made out way to Mcdonalds.
well we were wait Yipeng suddenly asked Mel to say "Marry".
At First i thought he was saying about "Strawberry"
So i started sing "Marry had a little lamb Little lamb"
Later than i found out it was the name of the old lady who was working at mac.
I WAS LIKE OMG!!
than freaked out scold here mel got angry at yipeng he also got angry everyone was angry and laughing!

私はずっとそれを避けている。
真実は私が信じるものである。
それはそれについて考えないために私をしばらく取った。
それを覚えないため。
何もちょうど約忘れることができる人々起こらない。
うわさ。うわさ。うわさ!

FREAKING OUT!

2009-06-08T23:05:00.004+08:00

Went to school today at 8.30am.
Did not stay for very long because Mrs Lee did not come today sooo hehehe dont want to waste time there.
than went to eat came home at 10+.
I could have slept till 2pm and wake up for my tuition but i thought than i would be still in sleep mood soo i decided to watch a movie.
my cousin borrowed me some DVDS and i watch "UNBORN".
WAS FREAKING OUT!!.
LOL i told melissa about it and she was like
"you freak out like all the time"
than i was like
" YEAH!! I freak out everyday!!"
LOL than i realized i was weird hahahahaha...

I was like WHATTT~ than i was like HUH~~

~~~~~

I want someone so special i could almost sense his presence.
Time is ticking, time is wasted on you.
Don't look back, the snow will just cover it all.
Close your eyes, flash back from the past co clear almost touchable.
Don't forget.

~~~~~

what will you do with this pile of painful thoughts.
The weight of it will move neither forward nor backward.
Even if you desperately call out to him, he will never look back at you.

My phone is BACK!

2009-06-07T15:57:00.001+08:00

Went out at 0900 on Friday night to go to my Grandma house to stay.
I had to go myself as my sister took the car out for her birthday celebration with her friends!
So pack pack pack!! than with my white teddy bag pack i left the house!!
I told my parents i would be taking the bus there which would buy me some time!!
Than i walked fast to take a cab to Pndk.
In the cab i kept thinking what if i told the guys that i ran away from home as i did not tell them i was going to my grandma house myself or anything.
So when i reached Bulat and Yipeng were both at the playground boxing with BOXING GLOVES [which were sooo sweaty omg cant stand it!!]
I stood there and they walked towards me and started HITTING MEE!! OMGG OUCH!!
Than i wanted to walk to Pndk but than they said no one is there so i guessed they were all at the play ground.
i went to Nizam [WHO WAS IN MY HOLE.!] and said hi but he did not reacted very big to i made my way to MEL and said hi she looked up and was like oh hi, But was shocked and was like "what are you doing here!!??".
than i said i ran away from home everyone was like EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and Bulat hit my head AGAIN!! Than Yipeng was like WHAT!!?? Mel just kept asking REALLY!??
Than i ended the fun!!
HAHAHA YOU GOT FOOLED!!! the look on your faces were priceless!!
Anyway i dont have the guts to fun away from home anyway!!

Got my phone back last night yeah!!!
Mel i put ur name as Meow. ^..^ for your contact hahaha.!!

miss you guys! Sundays feel so lonely with out you guys...
we will be killing ants soon again.
dont forget me.. love you.~~

Killing Ants.

2009-06-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yipeng, Melissa really sorry again!!

Yipeng i have paid you back with 3 sticks soo you have no right to be angry anymore!! LOL
And Aaron why would you be angry LOL!!?? YOU ARE NOT GETTING ANY CIGG OUT OF ME!! GRRR
Anyway i dont get it why must you guys act like a bunch of countryside boys and kill all the red ants at PNDK?

Well it was nice to be back at Pndk again really miss you guys!!
Oh YEAH Nizam sorry forgot to tell you that i dirtied your pants just now. ACCIDENT!!
I kicked you cos Mel kept calling you and you annoyed her! SOOOO rude!!

Going to meet them for awhile soon BYe!!

Happy Birthday SIS!!

2009-06-04T15:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday sis!! 19 IS soooo old hahaha!!

So today is my sisters 19th birthday!
we went to eat Japanese food and ate alot alot of BEEF "SABU-SABU"!!(*-*)
than after eating we went to vivo to buy my Grandmama birthday present her birthday is the same as mine 21st May!!
My mother is still a total fucker!!
cant stand her she makes a small thing into as if i am asking her for 1000 Bucks!!
and the funny thing is that when she gets crazy her face turns RED its like she is a fat pig getting cooked!!
Cant stand it anymore. really wants to run away from this places, called home on the outside but on the inside its a burning hell!!

I Hate Her Even More~~(ò_ó)

miss you guys~ time will come when i am free and we will meet again!
wait for me~ PNDK

Starting Blogging.~ [Forused by Melissa HAHAHA (¬_¬")]

2009-06-04T12:10:00.000+08:00

HElo~HIHI!!
My first postes!!! \(*O*)/
SO EXCITED!! nerves~~

First of all THANKS MELMEL for helping mee!!!

anyway well its been sooo long since i have blogged since my last blog [which thanks Mel for helping me to deleted (^w^) alot of things have happen this week like
-My Birthday [21st May]
-Bulats Birthday [22nd May]
-[23rd May] went to vivo for MINE and BULATS birthday celebration.
-Got drunk the night after vivo. Became the new Merlion pucked 6 times.(6.6)
-Taking care of my Grandmama for one whole week. [KILLER]
-Got paid for taking care of my Grandmama
-$50 - Aunty
-$20 - Nicky[Cousin]
-$50 - Grandmama
-SNACKS [grew fatter again(xOx) ] -Uncle
-Just fought with my mother.[Wont let me go out. LET ME BE FREE WOMEN!(;_;)/~~~]
-News had a new Single "Koi No ABO" [which thanks to my great cousin Cherie for helping me to buy back from japan LIMITED EDITION! ~HOLLA BACK~ CD+DVD BEBE!]
-missed the whole last week of school before June holiday.[cause was at grandma house baby sitting.]
-Grew fatter i think hahaha!!(ô_ô)
-[30th May] Bought MONOPOLY NEW EDITION with money from taking care of Grandmama.
-Yipeng played for the first time got addicted to it every since.[Relax Mr.City((+_+))]
-Gave Nizam a new nick name MR.SOHO!! *(^O^)*

Well that's mostly what i can remember of what happen~ (^o^)

Happy birthday Shohei-Kun!!\(*O*)/
21 and still looking finee~(^^)//
love you always and will always support you!!
wish u luck in your dramas and cant wait for more for me to faint over!!

First post by MelMel. (L)

2009-06-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

HeyHey, Melissa here. :) Im helping Anna to do her blog, she must feel so honour right ? :) *Winks. Now she's choosing her blogskin and im going to help her edit. Oh my! Laughs, Annabel, you beter update it okay! Don't be a lazy bum bum. Weets. Okay, I'll be back later to edit this post again, maybe. :)